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`bellchild:iconbellchild:

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Decide.

Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 10:20 AM
So.

My mother wants me to come back.
. . .
This decision is completely mine. I've had a taste of freedom. Of my own space. Of buying food and knowing that when I go to the refrigerator to get it, it'll be there. Of being able to walk around naked if I choose. Of keeping my money, my time, my things, to myself. I can look around me and see my own walls. (Rented, yes, but for time being they're mine).

I know more of peace and quiet than I thought I'd ever know.
I know what it's like to only be responsible for myself.

All of that feels damned good.
Progress.
. . .
But, watching them from the outside is hard. They're getting out of control. She doesn't know what to do. No stability.
It's not my responsibility. It's not my job. But. . .
Someone has to take responsibility.
. . .
When things happen, and you have no control over them, you can sometimes get by them fairly easily. You can move on without too much thought.
When it's entirely your decision, it's different. You have to decide not only what's best for you but what's best for the people you love. Those decisions can be pretty hard sometimes.
. . .
So, do I lock myself into another year, and watch her fall apart from afar?
Or do I give all of this up, and take two steps back?

Mnh.
. . .

Don't forget to suggest more for the wall splash!

. . .

That is all for now. :heart:

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~reaper2111:iconreaper2111: 2 hours 47 minutes ago
lolz

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=IBinsanity:iconIBinsanity: 3 days 22 hours ago
hard-leik, pls

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`bellchild:iconbellchild: 4 days 4 hours ago
I'll abuse you. :flirty:

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=IBinsanity:iconIBinsanity: 4 days 5 hours ago
power-abusing hoar :|

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~purpLe235:iconpurpLe235: 5 days 2 hours ago
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

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=Neg0ne:iconNeg0ne: 6 days 42 minutes ago
hello

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=xsasuxsakux:iconxsasuxsakux: May 4, 2008, 3:25:50 AM
hey there random deviant^^
you have some excellent works here.
if you are interested,i am doing requested pictures in return for a subscription.
if you are interested,please note me.
best of luck.
thanks^^

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*Viand:iconViand: May 3, 2008, 11:09:33 AM
thanks for the fav!:)

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=lovelyloon:iconlovelyloon: May 2, 2008, 11:53:42 PM Mood: Love
:heart:

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`Rubycored:iconRubycored: May 2, 2008, 10:57:23 PM
:hump::heart::heart::heart:


how's the Josie?

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`Rubycored:iconRubycored: May 1, 2008, 11:11:32 PM
*thrust* :heart:

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*silversmith:iconsilversmith: May 1, 2008, 7:39:55 AM
Hey thanks for [link]

:licking:

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*Quicksilverfury:iconQuicksilverfury: Apr 28, 2008, 10:44:06 PM
Awesome photos!! I'm glad I checked your gallery out.
Thanks so much also for the help dear!
~piriongo:iconpiriongo: Apr 28, 2008, 2:21:25 PM
oh my god! thank you so much for the :+fav: and friend!! kiss from italy!

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`bellchild:iconbellchild: Apr 26, 2008, 8:00:53 PM
YESPLZ.

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`bellchild:iconbellchild: Apr 24, 2008, 8:25:03 PM
z0mg U R ALIVE! D:

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=kivienkathairon:iconkivienkathairon: Apr 24, 2008, 4:54:12 AM
Jooooooooosie!

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*jamaisXvu:iconjamaisXvu: Apr 23, 2008, 12:11:43 PM
haert.

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What's the world coming to?
`bellchild:iconbellchild: Apr 17, 2008, 10:23:04 PM
:innocent:

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*StrayedMusician:iconStrayedMusician: Apr 17, 2008, 11:26:15 AM
`bellchild . . . Apr 17, 2008 @ 12:48 am

I saw you a-visitin' >:B


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=frozenpandaman:iconfrozenpandaman: Apr 13, 2008, 12:21:34 PM
Thanks for the badge. :hug:

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~bingung:iconbingung: Apr 8, 2008, 9:47:40 PM
:thanks:

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=Nightwing1:iconNightwing1: Apr 2, 2008, 6:20:55 AM
Hey there,
You have a really cool gallery. I like it. Anyway, keep up the fine work, and most importantly, thank you for the fav. :handshake:


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